Thursday, February 3, 2011

Summer where are you????

I am so irritated!!!!! Winter has been hard for me. No escapes to look forward too,,, nothing to break up the same ol' same ol'. I am not complaining that everyone is healthy. I am very grateful that there is no major upheaval going on. However every little thing is irritating the shit out of me. Sis is being a big old pain in the ass. She is pushing buttons and not listening, which is normal, but it is pissing me off more than usual.
Dad is whining about little things and it is making me want to snap at him. I don't think he is doing it intentionally. At least I hope not. And it is little stupid things. Like every time I dish up his dinner,,, he has to go to the bathroom at that exact moment. I can't eat my dinner until he is settled and has taken one of his med's because it has to be refrigerated. So I have to wait until he is done taking that med to put in away. And it seems like it is every night. And for some freaking reason this week his oxygen cord has been an issue. It hasn't been an issue for months,, but all the sudden this week he is getting it caught in the wheel's of the walker, or it is getting tangled up and knotted, and when he hollers for help his voice totally grates on my nerves. I understand he can't do it on his own, but does he have to sound like a whinny two year old????? He has also been whining about his feet. He has a big callous on each foot, but he is acting like it is a life and death issue. We set up an appointment with the foot doctor, but he is making it into a huge issue.
I know that I have cabin fever, and I am looking forward to race season. But we have soooooooo much work to do before we are ready and we are very quickly running out of time. I also wish that the weather was just a little bit better so I could spend more time outside. I need to do a lot of work in the yard, and I am chomping at the bit to have it done. Well enough venting. Hopefully it will prevent an all out meltdown.

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